User not found, because sincerely I’m missing. By the time you’re at the last paragraph you’ll know how I got lost.

Last week wasn’t my best, I was mostly exhausted, dragged myself through work, couldn’t be bothered about interacting with humans so I spent my free time eating and binging on Netflix. Talking about eating, y’all I’ve been eating a LOT, Lool, like I can’t seem to stop eating (just finished a bowl of cereal). My emotional eating has been at an all time high recently and honestly? I’m not that bothered.

My jump rope and exercise outfit can testify to the fact that I’m missing, I was MIA last week. My prayer life knows I exist; it was super hard to pray (I prayed today but we aren’t there yet) so I mostly studied and prayed in silence; Yupp, you can do this. (Learned this and so much more from this YouVersion Bible Plan I just completed.

This week’s entry is super short because Phoebe was mostly absent, I spent most of my days in bed so yeahhhh. Am I still missing or am I back to being chirpy? I’m not quiet sure but I’ll keep pushing (amen to this because I’m fine with spending time with my bed and being MIA) and praying.

But how did I get here? I gave into my feelings, I felt down, tired, unmotivated and I gave in. I didn’t speak God’s truth over my life, I didn’t let my Faith meet my feelings, I let my feelings rule. So this week, imma pick my pretty self back up, exercise, pray, study and find the inherent Joy I let my feelings bury.